I'm officially having the reminiscent times right now.
I always do - usually at this time of the night.
... with no one to talk to to keep my mind off thinking about random stuff, this is all I could do. I miss it.
I miss it all, I really do.
I miss hanging out with people and I miss staying out til the wee hours of morning. I miss the night life. I miss it all.
I miss 2004-2005. Those were DEFINITELY the days.
I miss 2005-2006. The drama tore it apart. I grew.
I miss 2006-2007. More drama. These were the ending days of freedom. Of course. COLLEGE... I'm LIVING 2007-2008.
This is NOW. Definitely NOW, but it's moving too fast. Half of me wants to graduate in a week. The other half doesn't want my high school life to be over.
But let's face it. It WILL be over. We only have two more months left.
A bunch of us will be leaving. A BUNCH of us will be going east. I've met SO many awesome people TOO late.
I guess time is crucial. I really want time on my side in any situation.
Time is so IMPERFECT. When life is good, time goes by FAST. When drama and shit happens, time slows down. It hasn't hit me yet. The fact that we're seniors and we're graduating in just two months.
What happens in the past HAPPENS. What happens NOW is happening. What happens in the future is CRUCIAL. We act in order to achieve something later...
I hope I've made the right decision and the right choices of moving on and leaving from this place. I think I need to live a burden-free life at least for a couple of months in the year. NEW YORK, Laura will be there EXTREMELY soon...! | 
